Ich dachte, es würde mir ein Gefühl von Genugtuung verschaffen, wenn wir darüber reden. Aber das einzige, was bleibt, ist diese Leere.

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Trotzdem, oder vielleicht auch deshalb, immer noch wahr:

I bet you wondering how far you have now danced you way back into debt
This is the only kind of love as I understand it that there really is
[...]
You owe me nothing for giving the love that I give
You owe me nothing for caring the way that I have
I give you thanks for receiving it's my privilege
And you owe me nothing in return

What can you do when your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down?

it's the first time
that anybody's ever brought
the sun without the rain
never in my whole life
have i heard words
as beautiful as when you say my name

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Tell me why you accept me the way I am.